- Published:October 3rd, 2009
- Comments:2 Comments
- Category:Loony Bin
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I am staring into space drunk and stoneed. the cigarette smoke from my hand is clogging my view. in front of the monitor i type this on is a bottle of tempting ass absolut vodka. the label is staring me in the eyes. i’m already to drunk, but i just almost cant help myself. i definitely have a problem on my hands here. i havent’ not drank for a single day in almost 6 months. alcohol is a fucked up drug. Ive met a few people who can get wasted or whatever whenever they want and have no problem. i cant do that. i start drinking and cant stop. im only 20 yeaas old and starting to have stomach problems. i wake up everyday nauseous, which didn’t start happening until after about 2 years of daily drinking. I am fucked up now because of drinking. I was pretty fucked up before drinking, but I’m definitely worse off now.
all you who can handle your liquor are lucky motherfuckers. I wish you nothing more than the best!


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Yep, we are lucky motherfuckers. I think this is what you’re looking for: http://www.aa.org/
Good luck.
3 years ago!!!
well so ami friend 40 yrs your senior and still doin the vodka walk.
do not go anwhere near aa.
please dont go.
there are better places for people like you and me.